Silly Little Dreamer.♥

That’s a horrible title by the way. A horrible, horrible one… I need to have something nicer. :/

Well, I miss posting on Tumblr. I’m too lazy to scan through and reblog all the posts I liked. I just wish there were more hours in a day.

School’s been hectic recently. I mean, it’s still the temporary-lectures period, and tutorials have yet to start, so school itself isn’t that bad, but choir alone is taking up quite a bit of time. I have no regrets though. I love singing, and we have a competition in Venice this year. I’m just really tired. I guess I just have to get used to it again.

The good thing is that I’m really enjoying myself now. Well, not in a ‘enjoy because I’m playing all day’ kind of way, but I think my curriculum is much bearable. I have already taken Chemistry and Mathematics last year, so the concepts come to me easier. Economics is not new, but I guess I’m starting to understand again. It’s a good sign. The biggest change is that I no longer take Biology, and truth be told, changing it to Literature is so much more interesting and meaningful to me.

I guess I do love Literature more than I can say for Biology. It’s not that Biology sucks or whatever. It’s just, I can connect to Literature better, connect to it more. As much as I love Biology and understand it, I can just say that I will never be able to properly answer the questions the way the examiners want. Literature is better in the sense that I have more liberty in my writing. To add to that, Literature is so much less taxing on my time because literary techniques and concepts are what I can master easily.

It’s probably my biggest blessing. I suppose failing and all last year isn’t that bad. I mean, I got a chance to start anew, and I think I can make something out of it this year, considering the fact that I’ve been through most last year.

School is also better because I have awesome new classmates. They make school a little more enjoyable. I do like them a lot. We have different subject combinations, but somehow, I guess we still click. It’s a good sign. I know how it feels like to be in a diverse class, subject-wise, so I can handle it. I don’t care though. They are a group of really nice people, and I have to say, I’m quite motivated by them.

I still miss my old friends. Even though I see them around, not being in the same class just kind of sucks a little. I guess it’s a small price to pay for failing, but it’ll be alright. I need to talk to them someday, just too catch up.

Anyway, it’s late. I’m tired. I guess I should go. Again, if my post didn’t make sense, it’s because my mind is shutting down due to exhaustion. Goodbye and goodnight.